Thursday, September 09, 2004
Weird.
I've noticed something new lately about myself. I'm hesitant to join crowds, I can't breathe in malls or Walmart, and just feel very timid and unsure of myself in general. The only thing I can liken it to is being forced to walk around naked. Worse, it feels like I'm being forced out and around period. There have been times when I just get so overwhelmed that I just dump my cart and leave and hyperventilate in the parking lot in my car.
In other words- I'm a giant weenie. I'm pretty disgusted with this, as I'm NOT a shy person at all. (Don't know if I'm better or worse for that, lol)
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